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Life Long Story

by Stink Palm

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1.
YEAH 02:49
Sometimes I think about the things I've ever ruined And keep this thought in mind: It's never turning back But realising that I just did wanna do it I go along the way and do not give a fuck And let them say my life's destroyed by evil punk rock And let them yell at me, and let them be so scared I'm on my way to the future, despite they try to stop me I've already let them know that I have never cared I've tried to find the bad in the life I'd had by then I thought I couldnt do it All I did was pretend But couple years have passed, I've opened up my eyes It's time to break those limits And rock the crowd tonight Break the walls of preconception
2.
Bunny sticker, flower sticker On my iPhone, grandma's in shock Manicured and funny hair I'm not gay, that is unfair She knows about that I don't have a girlfriend Her grandson just post looks With boys on his facebook And she is so angry The fuck he wears earings The fuck he wears cologne He's definitely homo I tell her stories 'bout the culture of modern days But she still believes that I am gay Oh, no She's | from the ancient generation How to explain her what changes nations What's wrong with this Boys also sometimes kiss She asks me questions Do you visit gay clubs She sais all musicians are faggots and use drugs The heart on you tattoo Oh son, what's wrong with you My god, is it Alex? And why does he kiss you In the shoulder He's much older Defloration Procreation I tell her stories 'bout the culture of modern days But she still believes that I am gay Oh, no She's | from the ancient generation How to explain her what changes nations What's wrong with this Boys also sometimes kiss
3.
Nothing seems complete and perfect to me Not much I do to improve it No girl believes that I am 23 And run off when I try to prove it I've heard a song 'bout a boy and a girl He didn't have a cabriolet She danced and he skated like no one in the world So I'd better quit for the ballet I quit for the ballet I'm finding a girly here I give up for the ballet Now I disappear I'm all quite ready To run away from here I quit for the ballet Quitting the college and working for good I've chosen a job that I can do Who needs a skatebord and being a rock star When one just can dance in a tutu What was a pity when I entered the class I signed there to see them everyday I couldn't totally believe my eyes Cuz every girl there was a fatty I quit for the ballet I'm finding a girly here I give up for the ballet Now I disappear I'm all quite ready To run away from here I quit for the ballet God help me for Heaven's sake That fuckin ballet, I just can't take it Any more No ballet more I admit that was a mistake I swear I'm not making any fake dreams Any more Not any more I'd better live my life without a girl Every night I come and pray for this yeah I never wanted to dance, this all my friends could say If you give one more chance I'm gonna use in the right way I'm really taking steps I'm making up my mind Just wanna be the one with you tonight That balley is a waste of time I quit doing ballet I'm not finding a girly here I give up doing ballet Now I disappear I'm all quite ready To run away from here I quit doing ballet
4.
Adultfree 03:12
I bought a tape recorder, Swindle inside I'm gonna lock me up an losten to their music all night She comes upstairs an knocks at my door again She sais that I have to prepare for mathematics exam Oh, no How can I escape from home Freakin' parents they won't leave me alone Oh, no I shoud leave my place before Someone makes my mother start a war wash your hair - I don't care what's the plan - do nothin don't come late - not today that my favorite game to play why forbid - you're a kid overnight - not alright every now and again talking to a mannequin They make me wash the dishes, what an absurd They have the competition on the most offensive rude words And when I'm very tired watching tv I'm gonna start a riot to become the first adultfree and in my dreams there's just a "hey, fellow, grow up faster, get ready after class to become a parent-buster" I'm tired of chopping down the trees of my patience, no more I'll never get away from these These freakin' grown-ups I'm tired of chopping down the trees of my patience, no more I'm never getting out of this The party s over
5.
Dreams 03:42
If all my dreams were not only Inside my head, I would live I wouldn't be disappointed About the bad around me And I don't know what will happen Will I fall ill, or depressed It comes and goes while I'm dreaming But dreams don't go anyway I wanna leave my own country I wanna live outta town I want to play for the people I know they won't let me down I'll try to get education I'll try not to be a jerk And if this all is accomplished I'll say "Hey, life! Thanks a lot" But yes I know it cannot happen in a day I'm looking forward to it I'm just a boy with inachievable and childish ambitions Who knows if it is really possible to realise potentials in me But I don't wanna listen to it all I just wanna be happy I don't believe, I can't imagine It's hard to try and start from nothing And start with nothing And I am scared that I will miss it And lose it all If all my dreams were not only A pile of shit, I won't think That they should not be compared with Well, adult dreams, It would suck And I believe it's a present that everyone has to receive And I'm so proud I have found this happiness inside of me
6.
Homeless 02:25
He's a Former service sector worker Begging for a glass of water Dirty hair and smelly breath and Stinky hands with a piece of bread, yeah Lost his family, lost his passport And all the hope on this black path. His home's an abandoned subway station, Where he spends all his vacation You can't be useful, oh, useful again You're just a homeless, a homeless, my friend And all the people walking around you They don't give a shit about you They don't give a shit about you Wandering from street to street He hopes to find something to eat there But his presence near the crowds just Causes kicking up his ass And no one helps and no one looks They're just afraid of his smelly clothes So he sleeps another day off on the bench Which is also a toilet You can't be useful, oh, useful again You're just a homeless, a homeless, my friend And all the people walking around you They don't give a shit about you They don't give a shit about you The world is so gigantic It makes me feel romantic But this time What can I do for you? My life is so decieving But I still keep believing Believing, It's all that I can do You can't be useful, oh, useful again You're just a homeless, a homeless, my friend And all the people walking around you They don't give a shit about you They don't give a shit about you You can't be useful, oh, useful again You're just a homeless, a homeless, my friend And all the people walking around you They don't give a shit about Yeah, they don't give a shit about you They don't give a shit about you
7.
Splashback 03:03
I take a shit every day I have to flush my problems away I thought my poops can't ever betray I've never been so wrong I took my phone to the place I kept a definite pace But I went freaking insane When I released the bomb Splashback! My legs are totally wet Splashback! My butt is covered in shit Splashback! My friends are calling me dumb I should've been numb about This whole story Splashback! I have believed that I've grown With simple sense of control Of my desceptive butthole I never thought It could have happened I checked my toilet three times But it splashed back even twice I could not believe my eyes What the hell is wrong I dropped some TP inside The most lame internet guide My precious chocolate eye Still gets the splashback bomb Splashback! My legs are totally wet Splashback! My butt is covered in shit Splashback! My friends are calling me dumb I should've been numb about This whole story Splashback! I have believed that I've grown With simple sense of control Of my desceptive butthole I never thought It could have happened
8.
Propagandist crap, lame stars and censorship Never ending wars, debate and other shit All those greedy politicians on their mission to enjoy themselves I don't care, I just ignore them as I can They say I'm a nihilist They say I'm a young punk I say I'ma drink beer I ain't gonna vote Trump But they're very famous They are modern time kings Or you're full of envy? But envy's a bad thing Staring at the zombie box and watching news Your obsession with these freaks still makes me puke International events Mom, please, don't repeat again Violent punk rock, guess what, political Endless myths the world's condition's critical While the old folk just walk by Observing my Indifferent attitude I'll explain why this world sucks for all the time This fucking box makes them all blind That's why I hate TV It's not inside my mind It's not reality These no use to complain As long as I can see That I am not to blame I blame their policy Just go out to see how wonderful world is I am proud of those who choose to live like this I write songs about my friends No political subtext International events Dad, please, don't repeat again
9.
It's friday evening, and I'm laying on the bed inside my room Remembering days, when we were happy, were not fallen in the gloom Days when you called me different guy, despite everything went awry, what I did Sometimes you tried to come around, sometimes you called me on the phone, My mother lumped, cause I spent money she tried always to postpone, Though my self-concept was too wee, I liked you, cause you wanted me to admit When you have gone I have stopped to be free. I will never forget, how you cared about me. When it's raining at fall, I remember that day, When you left me alone. Sometimes I think that I am to blame, But my heartbeat speeds up, when I hear your name I am wreched and weak. But I don't want to delete our snapshot from my phone Eight months have passed but we were still, were still together anyway Walked through the parks, rode rollercoasters, ate ice cream and spent the day But then I noticed you suspend, and your new "friend" I cannot stand by no means. And then we quarreled and diverged, I called you, you did not pick up Who knew that our relationship can then so permanently stop And since that time you've not appeared, It is your voice I want to hear. Come back please When you have gone I have stopped to be free. I will never forget, how you cared about me. When it's raining at fall, I remember that day, When you left me alone. Sometimes I think that I am to blame, But my heartbeat speeds up, when I hear your name I am wreched and weak. But I don't want to delete our snapshot from my phone It's friday evening, and I'm laying on the bed inside my room Remembering days, when we were happy, were not fallen in the gloom Days when you called me different guy, despite everything went awry, what I did When you have gone I have stopped to be free. I will never forget, how you cared about me. When it's raining at fall, I remember that day, When you left me alone. Sometimes I think that I am to blame, But my heartbeat speeds up, when I hear your name I am wreched and weak. But I don't want to delete our snapshot from my phone
10.
Alli 02:16
Alli, will you date me? My knees on the floor Alli we should make it We don't have to hold it anymore Alli let's buy an ice cream And eat it all by turns Alli my heart's burning Let us sit and watch the whole world burn You cannot stop me from this, Alli We will be happy, Alli Even though my fatty belly Is wobbly like fruit jelly Answer, will you date me Alli? Answer, will you date me Alli? Look up Alli, I'm here Alli, he's a maniac Alli, he's a dick I am your best variant You don't have to choose between those freaks Alli, let's go walking With your friends and with my guys Oh, Alli, you're so pretty I can see you wanna be just mine I can see your eyes shining when I hold your warm hand You can see my eyes shining, too You cannot stop me from this, Alli We will be happy, Alli Even though my fatty belly Is wobbly like fruit jelly Answer, will you date me Alli? Answer, will you date me Alli? Look up Alli, I'm here
11.
It's begun from a fleeting glance, I'd give everything to take it back, Cause my heart is jumping out of my chest, I would open my soul for you, And it's time for me now to review, All the things that I'd considered best. It is so hard to explain, It is driving me insane, They're shining twice as bright as fireflies. It takes seconds to understand: There is nothing more lovely than The feeling when I look into your eyes. Going out walking in the streets, I don't miss the chance for us to meet, I feel good every time you're by my side. And I don't wanna be your king, I'm not asking for || anything, I just want you to look at me sometimes. It is so hard to explain, It is driving me insane, They're shining twice as bright as fireflies. It takes seconds to understand: There is nothing more lovely than The feeling when I look into your eyes.
12.
Pushing the curtains in my room I shout and call my Mom Cause I don't wanna realise the fact that winter's come That fuckin' snow's not gonna cover all my fuckin' face Ever again It's freezing cold and I don't feel my hands like they are mine I would give everything just not to turn up outside How am I gonna leave my house to take the fuckin' bus And meet my girlfriend God damn! I wish that winter never comes again I hope that now it's not so cold that I Will not be able to look in your eyes There're so many seasons! Oh no! The cold is turning off my telephone! So get away! fucking winter get away! Or become a little warm, it doesn't matter Don't wanna stay home and call you every day Let the sun rise one more time It's too cold! Turn off the winter! It's insane! It's better die in warmth! I'm worn out! So is my patience I'm crying it loud I should get up at 6 am put on my million clothes Then spend an hour in the street beside this fuckin' frost I don't know who invented winter but I'm sure he's a Fuckin' homo God damn! I wish that winter never comes again I hope that now it's not so cold that I Will not be able to look in your eyes There're so many seasons! Oh no! The cold is turning off my telephone! So get away! fucking winter get away! Or become a little warm, it doesn't matter Don't wanna stay home and call you every day Let the sun rise one more time I hope that I well, an survive to see your eyes again
13.
I'm not upset When you spoil the birthday cake There's still a lot that you can make It's really sad That you can't wash, and tidy, too But somehow I do date you Hey! You always stumble on the things That you had dropped right there before I roll my eyes, hey, watch your step! But then I lift you off the floor Sometimes you act so damn disgusting I try to remain kind and trusting I close my eyes on all this stupid mess You don't give a shit 'bout education But I will stand this suffocation Assuming everything will pass, but hoping this will never pass You may be worse than any of these simple girls Don't let them ruin your own world You may be not so smart, and not so perfect, too But that's the reason why i like you Today I woke up early in the morning You brought me pancakes to my bed I'd better ate a pile of monkey shit, well Your pancakes were a pile of shit It makes you brave and independent No one, except for me, can stand it They don't admit your real faithfulness, I swear And I will suffer all your cooking And I will bear your shitty looking That is the only looking I can bear, the only I can bear You may be worse than any of these simple girls Don't let them ruin your own world You may be not so smart, and not so perfect, too But that's the reason why i like you
14.
Fuck With Me 02:46
I wanna tell you something cool This is the best thing I can do for you And nothing's gonna change Let me advise a thing to you How to get rid of all these doubts ans fears Until it is too late Hi there I like your hair I like your nose Take off your clothes Fuck with me I want you to fuck with me Fuck with me I want you to fuck with me There is a hole inside my heart As big as you've got in your butt and I Am never giving in Look at my heart, look at your ass I'm gonna fill this emptiness inside If you know what I mean Well, hi I like your smile Answer the phone You're not alone Fuck with me I want you to fuck with me Fuck with me I want you to fuck with me
15.
All the problems that I faced and All the years I've been waiting For solutions. But the day I can't forget Is when we fought with the cushions Do you remember? When I listen to the song, which you showed me on the day when For the first time, we discovered Thant we loved loved each other This wonderful time I didn't foget When I met you first, but I bet you did And all the photos in the frames Are hanging on the walls in my room I always cry when I think about you All the problems that I faced and All the years I've been waiting For solutions. They just fly away from me Because I know, It wasn't a fiction. Different faces, empty spaces Inside me, It's gonna last forever You were my dream in the real world All the words you told Just make you unreplaceble Photos on the wall Captured the memories of freedom The places where we've been to And the messages you've sent I keep in my old phone and Forbid myself to read them
16.
Say Goodbye 02:51
Forgot All these uncountable moments I am all alone I hang up the phone and I'm Empty In the best of the meanings You're a paper plane and you fly away And I'm breaking through My forsaken feelings To destroy the memories of the times we kissed Do you hear my voice Do you hear me screaming I thought you were the first, but now I know that you were the least And I don't wanna think about it I do what I want to I just wanna say good-bye to you (2x) You made me cry, I'll make you suffer I'm not the one you knew I just wanna say good-bye to you (2x) Don't wait That I eventually say that It was not quite bad As I always do And please hang up This is the last time I listen To you whining girl just goodbye to you this is the first time that I throw my coffe mug into the wall if only you just said goodbye and fucking vanished from my live I found a person that I think is not really able to decieve ME how can you shut me up and stop me from becoming truly free
17.
Not in Love 02:43
checked my mailbox on the yard I am invited to a party there will be a lot of dudes to meet hanging out with everyone and getting drunk and having fun I couldn't get the real point of it they told me the party was thrown to invite me here so that the host-girl could tell me the truth I got mad, it's insane, the whole thing has been fake she loves me what have I got to do?! she came to me then I'd got nothing to say she told me she loved me that wasn't OK If I came, there wouldn't be anything new how can I explain that I'm not In love with you having closed the door behind I left this fucking house of lies She ran outside to stop me and I did she felt sorry, I felt used cause why the fuck don't tell the truth now I'm in charge for all these crazy things I left her crying, in the middle of the street I didn't realise that she couldn't stand on her feet and I returned there and took her wet hand hey baby don't cry I didn't mean didn't mean that she came to me then I'd got nothing to say she told me she loved me that wasn't OK If I came, there wouldn't be anything new how can I explain I'm not In love with you she came to me then I'd got nothing to say she told me she loved me that wasn't OK If I came, there wouldn't be anything new how can I explain that I'm not In love with you
18.
She's coming to my punk show She's goin' to watch me singing I'm standing right above her My cool guitar is swinging This feeling is fantastic She's looking right upon me She's coming to my punk show And it's everything I need Ok, let's go. Here I am. At the bottom of the dump There're no stars of giant stages, There are boys of pupil ages No contacts. No XP, Didn't expect that she'd agree I have someone to show off to Now, dudes, please, look cool as I do She's coming to my punk show She's goin' to watch me singing I'm standing right above her My cool guitar is swinging This feeling is fantastic She's looking right upon me She's coming to my punk show And it's everything I need Level two. lots of shows. Earning money, naked girls Crawling out as fast as we can And foretasting what will be then Our first concert tour We're not pupils anymore But her coming's still I'm waiting for I look through all the dancefloor. No, she could not have ignored My invitation to this night's rock show. For you I'm only playing, For you I'm only singing She shows up at the main door
19.
do you remember when you lost a dog do you remember how you cried you wouldn't leave your room for couple days it was your favorite place those nights do you remember when you met the girl and how you tried to act your age could you imagine your band would still play three long years later on this stage well, I don't think you'd ever be yourself again but you remain yourself without a doubt and I still hope this story has taught you anything well, I think we will see soon do you recall your alcohol romance and how you bravely ran away do you remember when you missed a month cuz hated university do you remember crying on the stage it looked like sweat drops on your face do you remember when you fell in love and never fell in love again well, I don't think you'd ever be yourself again but you remain yourself without a doubt and I still hope this story has taught you anything well, I think we will see soon I do remember when I lost a dog I realised what it was for this life-long story's just a chapter, so I dont regret it anymore

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"This life long story's just a chapter, so I don't regret it anymore."

recorded and mixed by Yan Kustarov

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released September 1, 2017

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